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This Is The Reason Why We Must Be Brave To Say "I Love You"

Kenapa judul diatas seperti itu? Well, mendingan langsung baca aja ya cerita dibawah ini T__T

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Bersua ria dengan si Raja Stalker---> Faris Katili (sebut saja namanya Faris atau Katil)

Vira : Eh ris gue tebak nih

Vira : Pasti lu lagi stalkerin org ye? wakakaka

Faris : Kagak sih cuma lagi chat sama browser 2 tab

Vira : wakakaka kirain -_---

beberapa menit kemudian......

Faris : Tapi iya sih 2 tabnya isinya profile orang

Faris : -___-

Vira : Ba! ketauan kannnn HAHAHAHA

Happy Holiday, folks!

xoxo,

R. Octavira

I'd Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About - Mayday Parade

And we both go down together
we'd stay there forever
just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
and never let go

well i'm thinking of the worst things
that i could say to you
but a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore
and this never will be right with me
and now you're trying to desperately
but i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say

and then we both go down together
we may stay there forever
i'll just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
you never let go
but i let go

i could only sing you sad songs
and you could sing along
and you could see the melody
that's been calling out your wrongs
and this never will be right with me
and now you're trying to desperately
but i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say
but i never told you everything
i'm losing hope and fading dreams
and every single memory along the way

and then we both go down together
we may stay there forever
i'll just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
you never let go
but i let go

and we both go down together
and stay there forever
just try to get up

and then we both go down together
we may stay there forever
i'll just try to get up
and i'm sorry
this wasn't easy
when i asked you, believe me
you never let go
but i let go

"Ayo berani dong, Vir!"

..................

#nowFeeling......

Hmmmmmmmmm :/

Aci Firsilla!!!!

BA! HALO SEMUA! Postingan gue kali ini khusus gue dedikasikan buat temen gue nih, namanya Aci. Doi abis ulang tahun pas 30 November kemaren. Ulang tahun yang keberapa taun ci? 61 ya? HEEE yagakdong -_- 16 lah. Nah, tadi siang, gue sama temen2x gue bikin surprise kecil-kecilan buat si imudh ini.

Sebenernya ini tuh di skenarioin gitu, ceritanya, si Aci kan emang ikut susulan math dan fisika kan, nah pas dia lagi ngerjain susulan di lab inter, kita semua nyiapin surprisenya gitu. Lilin nya, kuenya, dan lain-lain.

Nah pembagian tugasnya tuh, Gue sama Deya nungguin Aci di lab inter, Bella dan Ayu dikelas siap-siap nyalain lilin, pas Aci selese susulan, Deya capcus pura-pura ngajak Aci ke toilet, dan gue seketika itu juga lari ke kelas buat ngasih tau ke yang lain untuk siap-siap ngagetin aci didepan kelas. Ketika Aci dan Deya balik dari toilet dan menuju ke kelas, langsung deh.......

Aci : *buka pintu*

Semuanya : "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ACI!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!"

Aci : "AAAA demi apa?????!?!? AAAA makasih!!!!"

yaudah deh abis itu dia loncat-loncat kegirangan sampe 78 roboh -_-

Nah abis itu, tiup lilin gitu2x deh. Kali ini kita kasih kuenya beda, kita kasih dia Kue Sushi (re: kumpulan sushi-sushi yang disusun sedemikian rupa menyerupai kue tart walaupun sedikit gagal -_-)

Kenapa Kue Sushi? Karna dia ini adalah penggemar berat Sushi dan hal-hal yang berbau dengan makanan laut. Dia sangat cinta dengan Sushi. Sampe-sampe dia pasang background formspring dia aja pake gambar Sushi -___-''

Oh iya, ada sedikit cerita pas kita lagi nelfon Delivery Sushi Groove nya, sebenernya kita udh nelfon dari hari selasa, cuma.....ya gitu deh.....-_-

Selasa-

Bella : "halo? dengan Sushi Groove Taman Anggrek?"

Pegawai : "iya benar sekali, ada yang bisa kami bantu?"

Bella : "Mbak mau tanya dong, kalo pemesanan dengan........*blablablabla*"

Pegawai : .....................*diem*

Bella : "Halo? halo mas?"

Pegawai : .................*hening*

Ayu : "bel sini aja deh gue yang ngomong"

Bella : "Nih (ngasih hp ke Ayu)."

Ayu : "Halo mas? mau tanya dong.........."

Pegawai : "HAHAHAHAHA HAHAHA HAHAHAH HAHAHAHA" (tiba-tiba ngakak)

Ayu : "Hah kenapa nih? yaudah saya telfon lain kali ya. Terima kasih (langsung tutup telfon)"

Karna telfon yang pertama gagal, ahirnya kita coba konfirmasi lagi di hari jumat nya. Dan ini lebih aneh lagi, walaupun ahirnya berhasil mesen sih.

Jumat-

Ayu (A) : "Halo dengan Sushi Groove Taman Anggrek?"

Pegawai (P) : "Iya, ada yang bisa kami bantu?" (kenapa pink -_-)

A : "Iya mbak, gini.....EH......eh ini Mbak atau Mas sih?"

P : "saya cewek mbak (mungkin gini kali ya pembicaraan di telfon), mau pesan apa?"

A : "oohhh (rada bingung) yaudah, mbak saya mau *blablablablabla*"

P : "Ntar dikirim kemana? Mau diantar jam berapa?"

A : "Di SMA 78 di Kemanggisan, *blablablabla*"

P : "Oh yasudah, ditunggu ya. Sushi nya nyampe jam 12. Ntar yang nganter sushi nya perempuan ya"

A : "Iya oke terima kasih"

Udah jam 12. Gue sama Ayu keluar buat ngambil Sushi, si mbak-mbak (ngaku-ngakunya sih mbak-mbak) yang nganter udah di depan sekolah, pas dia buka helm, HNGGGGGG KITA KAGETTTTT!!! Bingung, ini orang cewek apa cowok sih? Keliatannya sih dia itu cowok tapi pake bedak tebel gitu, tp gue masih rada ragu-ragu dikit, eh pas dia ngomong........

"Kembaliannya 20 sekian ya. Bener gak? coba check lagi deh"

Ternyata bener. Dia itu bencong. Hissssssss kaget banget gue -___-

Aci dan Sushi -_-''

Yaa pokoknya kurang lebih seperti itu lah yaa kejadiannya hehehe gimana ci? seneng gak? Pasti seneng dong hehehe sekali lagi, Happy 16th Birthday ya ciiiiiiiiiii!!!! :D :D Semoga semua keinginan lo, semua harapan lo di tahun ini bisa terkabul, makin gede harus makin dewasa, makin sayang orang tua, makin sayang temen-temen lo yaa hehehe, udh gitu apa lagi ya? hmmm oh iya! semoga lo bisa diterima di Fakultas Seni rupa ITB/Arsitektur UI ya ci :) ;) AMIN!!!! Semoga As Level lulus dengan nilai yang memuaskan. Amin banget. Have a Blast ya bayi ^^

We ♥ You, The Queen of Montreal!!!

The Silence of The World