7th of July

I was looking for my mom, trying to find her anywhere inside my house, and finally i found her was lying on my bed. I didn't want to bother, so i just turned my comp on to online. But unfortunately, she suddenly woke up and asked me to talking:

Mom : "kamu jangan pindah ke Slipi ya vir kelas 3 nanti, mama gak mau pokoknya"

Me : "emangnya kenapa mah? bukannya mama sendiri yang nyuruh aku pindah? ayah juga udah setuju kok....."

Mom : "Yaaa jangan aja.......pokoknya jangan"

Me : "kenapa emangnya?"

Mom : "mama takut aja......"

Me : "kok takut? kan disana ada om Adi sama tante Silvy, aman kan mah kalo sama mereka"

Then i just can't believe she confessed like this.....

Mom : "tapi kalo ntar mama kangen gimana? ntar kalo gak ada kamu, mama cerita-cerita sama siapa lagi? anak perempuan mamah kan cuma satu yang bisa ngertiin mamah. Udah kamu disini aja gak usah pindah2x segala....."

I knew the tears were falling out of her eyes but she tried to wiping her tears away, while i just pretended to didn't know what she was doing at that time, then she added:

Mom : "Yaudah kamu tidur sana cepetan, besok kita sepedaan bareng ya pagi2x"

And she moved out to her room.

I closed the door and locked it. I hibernated my comp, then i cried. A lot. I regret everything. That conversation truly made my day. I cant believe it. I love you mom, stay close to me forever :*